Keep on keeping on...

-I've got five freaking Tumblrs now! lol There's my regular one..My Great Escape, and there's my Interior Inspirations. There's also one I created that not very many other people look at yet. It's mostly just for me. It's full of images and quotes of things that inspire and motivate me to lose weight and try to change my life. I just call it My Motivation. Then of course there's the best one.. it's the place where I collect all the evidence of the J2 EPIC ROMANCE! Lol! It's just called Jared and Jensen Are In Love. And last but not least.. there's the one I just created tonight. It's just for pics of Jared and Jensen. It's called FuckyeahJsquared! LOL

I think I'm a little addicted to Tumblr. But it's so much fun. I've found so many cool things and so many great images! I like having the one I call "My Motivation" because it's like a digital version of my dream books. Big books I've made that I fill up with pics and quotes that motivate me. Having it online with Tumblr's reblogging system and their "sharing" bookmark makes it so easy to add to. And I can use images I would never be able to find in print.

-Still not smoking.. and it is getting a little easier. It's not comepletely easy yet but I am able to go a little bot longer without constantly thinking about needing one.
I still freaked out a bit when I went outside where we all usually sit to smoke. It was too much of a reminder.. and I couldn't stay long.

-I'm really happy that my apartment is still clean.
Every month...the management brings in a guy to spray for bugs. It's like a preventative thing.. to make sure the bugs stay away. So every month.. for at least one day.. my apartment had to be clean. And I normally would be up really early the day they were coming trying to get it done. And then I couldn't keep it clean after that any longer than a few days. Five days tops.
But this time it's been over two weeks and the place is still clean. And I want to start doing a kind of spring cleaning. Do a little deeper cleaning. Get to all the crap that I've never really gotten to before.
It feels really good to have my place clean. It's amazing the difference it makes in my mood. I feel calmer.. more relaxed. More able to deal with things because I'm not surrounded by filth and chaos.
I'm going to be posting some before and after photos soon. It's something I'm pretty proud of.